Thank you.สวัสดีครับสวัสดีครับสวัสดีครับสวัสดีครับสวัสดีครับสวัสดีครับสวัสดีครับสวัสดีครับสวัสดีครับสวัสดีครับสวัสดีครับสวัสดีครับสวัสดีครับสวัสดียันอืมบอกกี่ครั้งแล้วว่าอย่าเล่นโทรศัพท์บางยุ่นข้าวเดี๋ยวนี้อะไรๆมันก็อยู่ในออนไลน์เท่านั้นนะแม่ถ้าเกิดเป็นงานเข้ามาทำไงพอเลย วางพูดอย่างกับว่าจะยินโตแล้วนี่ผมอายุ 15 แล้วนะแม่เออ เกือบลืมนี่ขับรถพลาดเปิดบิชีสด้วยนะอายุถึงแล้วอืมอาคินเป็นเด็กไม่รู้จักโตค่ะจริงๆแล้วอาคินเรียนเก่งนะสอบก็ได้คะแนนดีตลอดแต่แกหัวล้านอะดื้อชอบพูดจาหุ้นห่วงของผู้ใหญ่ตลอดก็เลยทำให้เป็นห่วงตลอดเลยจะให้ปล่อยแกไปก็คงยากนะเออนี่ แล้วเราขึ้นหมอไปแล้วเลือกเรียงว่าจะเรียนสายการเรียนอะไรก็คงสายมิถคณิตมั้งแอใจนะก็ไม่ดีหรอแม่ บ้านนี้ก็จะได้มีคนเรียนหมอทั้งสองคนอืมทำไมบอกแม่จริงๆว่าไม่อยากเรียนกลัวแม่ด่าอืม ทำไมถึงไม่พูดกับลูกจริงๆอ่ะว่าแบบรู้นะว่าเขาต้องการอะไรเลยเนี่ยเราอะรู้อยู่แล้วว่าเขาต้องการอะไรแต่ว่าเราแค่ต้องการหาโอกาสสำนวนให้เขาแค่นั้นเองไอ้..สิ่งที่เขาเพิ่งมาทำเมื่อไม่นานวันนี้เพิ่งทำได้ไม่นาน เดี๋ยวก็เลิกชอบไอ้คินทำไรอะชาติเหรอกําลังถ่ายหนังอยู่อ่ะกูนึกว่าเด็กวิทย์คนนี้จะอยู่ในในลับ ควย อยู่แต่ในลับกูก็แห้งตายพอดีดิ มันก็เป็นงานนี้เดลยกับมึงกับมึงมึงอยากลองเป็นนักสนัยให้กี่ไม่มีอะไรไม่มีอะไรไม่มีอะไรไม่มีอะไรไม่มีอะไรไม่มีอะไรไม่มีอะไรไม่มีอะไรไม่มีอะไรไม่มีอะไรไม่มีอะไรไม่มีอะไรว่าเผลอเจอเออนี่ว่า?แม่พ่อมีกิ๊กเหรอ?แล้วแม่จะหยาป่ะ?ไม่อะเราเพราะเก่งเรียนจบก่อนแล้วกันแล้วนี่แม่รู้ได้ไงก็ตอนมีอะไรกับพ่อเขารู้สึกแปลกๆอะแกขนาดนี้แล้วยังมีอะไรกับพ่ออีกหรอเอ้ารู้ทำไมมาเคืองเรื่องนี้มากกว่าเรื่องพ่อมีกิ๊กแล้วเนี่ยเออแม่ผมว่ามีคนแหละชอบผมอะจริงเหรอ ใครละแม่จำชาติได้ป่ะลูกชายนักปุ่มร้านทำผมเหรอนะใช่แล้วแกชอบเขาไหมอืม ไม่อะแกชอบผู้ชายแม่ก็ไม่ได้ว่าอะไรนะเอาจริงๆ ผมว่าผมก็ไม่ได้ชอบทั้งผู้ชายผู้หญิงอะไม่เคยชอบผู้ชายแม่ก็ไม่ได้ว่าอะไรนะเอาจริงๆ ผมว่าผมก็ไม่ได้ชอบทั้งผู้ชายทั้งผู้หญิงไม่เคยชอบใครเลยตั้งแต่เด็กแล้วไม่แย่ไปหน่อยเหรอแล้วก็จะอยู่กับใครในอนาคตแย่ยังไงอะอันนี้ฝันเกียจบ้างหรือเปล่าโอ้ยแม่น่าเกียจผมว่าเรื่องรักแค่ๆ อะม่ไปหวังกับพี่ดีกว่าตายนะ น่าเขาเอาแต่เรียนอย่างเดียวแถมเรียนหมอด้วย จะเอาเวลาที่ไหนไปหาแฟนเออนี่ เราก็ขึ้นม.5 ละเป็นไงบ้างหลายเรื่องเรียนเอาตรงๆ นะเราเป็นแม่มันก็ห่วงอยู่ว่า แล้วต่อไปมันจะอยู่ยันไงบ้างหลายเรื่องเรียนเอาตรงๆนะเราเป็นแม่มันก็ห่วงอยู่อะว่าแล้วต่อไปมันจะอยู่ยังไงมันจะอยู่คนเดียวเหรอมันจะอยู่กับใครอะแต่ก็ช่างเหอะชีวิตก็ชีวิตมันมันก็คงดูแลตัวเองได้ละเด็กสมัยนี้เขาเป็นอย่างงี้ละมั้งส่วนใหญ่อะแม่อืมเด็กสมัยนี้เขาเป็นอย่างงี้แล้วมั้ง ส่วนใหญ่อะแม่อืมอาคินสนาเทศกาหนังสั้นนะอืมแค่เอ๋ยงหรอเอ้า แกต้องการคำตอบยังไงอะเก่งมากลูกทำไมแม่มันไม่รู้เลยว่าอคินต้องการอะไรพูดดีๆทำไมต้องขึ้นเสียงก็ไม่ได้ขึ้นเสียงอคินก็แค่อยากได้คำชมบ้างอะออกกองเหนื่อยแทบตายอะแม่เคยชมกันมากปะเออแล้วจริงๆ อาคินไม่ได้อยากเป็นหมอเลยอาคินไม่ได้อยากเป็นเหมือนพี่อะแม่ดูสภาพพี่ดิเหมือนคนกำลังจะตายอะแล้วนี่อะไรวะให้เรียนเก่งก็ทำให้ช่วยประหยัดเงินก็ทำให้คนกำลังจะตายอะแล้วนี่อะไรวะให้เรียนเก่งก็ทำให้ช่วยประหยัดเงินก็ทำให้ไอแพทย์ก็ยอมใช้ต่อพี่แค่สปอร์ตกันไม่เคยบ้างปะพูดจบยังฉันถามหน่อยฉันไม่สปอร์ตกันตรงไหนกับข้าวก็ทำให้กิน ซื้อให้กินอะไรที่แกอยากได้ ฉันก็ซื้อให้ ถ้าฉันมีตังค์นะก็อ้องแกอยากได้ใช่ไหม ฉันก็ซื้อให้แล้วที่ทำงานงู งูขาเงินอยู่ทุกวันนี้ถ้าไม่ใช่ทำเพื่อแก ทำเพื่อใคร ฮะคิดเองทั้งนั้นแหละ กล้าบอกแม่ตรงๆกับสักคำไหมล่ะแกอยากเรียนอะไรกันแน่เฮียเฮียเหรออย่าได้พูดแบบนี้กับฉันแล้วเหรอก็ถ้ามีลูกมันเหนื่อยมากจะให้เกิดมันทำไมวะแล้วค่อยถามฉันสักคำไหมว่าฉันเลือกลูกที่จะมาเกิู้จะพูดอะไรอ่ะ แต่ว่าแบบกูบอกแม่กูตอนเด็กแม่ผมไม่ได้สอบความแทนกับแพทย์นะทำอะไรก็เชิญตอนกูบอกแม่ว่าให้หารูปให้หน่อยเลยแม่แม่แม่ผมไม่ได้สอบความแทนหลักแพงนะทำอะไรก็เชิญตอนกูบอกแม่ว่าให้หารูปให้หน่อยอะไรอย่างเงี้ยมันก็แบบ...เขาบอกว่าแบบจะไปหาจากไหนบ้านเราไม่เคยถ่ายเลยแบบบ้านเราไม่เคยถ่ายอะไรอย่างเงี้ยแต่กูก็พอจำได้ว่าแบบตอนเด็กเรายังถ่ายอยู่อะไรอย่างเงี้ยแม่จะด่าอะไรก็พูดมาเลยครูที่โรงเรียนบอกแม่มาว่า...เขามีทศการหนังสั้นจะส่งหนังตัวเองไหมลูกแต่มันแบบ พอโตขึ้นมาอะไรอย่างเงี้ยเหมือนทุกคนมันก็แยกย้ายกันไป ไปใช้ชีวิตอะไรอย่างเงี้ยมันก็เหมือนแบบว่าคือพี่กูก็ไปที่หมออะไรอย่างเงี้ยกูก็อยู่กับแม่กับพ่ออะไรอย่างเงี้ยพ่อกูก็เออ กลับบ้านช้าเฮี้ยแล้วแล้วแต่เขาอะเขาไปทำอะไรกับเขามันก็แต่แบบกูกับแม่กูอะไรอย่างเงี้ย เป็นแบบเป็นพี่ปรึกษาอะไรให้กันอะไรอย่างเงี้ยคือมันก็ไม่ได้แรกที่ปรึกษาอะไรให้กันคือมันก็ไม่ได้แรกที่ปรึกษาหรอกมันเรียกว่าเป็นพวกคู่จาขวานพาซากทั้งคู่เอาง่ายคือกูรู้สึกว่าเป็นบ้านที่มันทะเลาะกันไม่ได้เพราะว่าเราเหลือกันอยู่แค่นี้แล้วในบทกูไม่ได้เขียนด้วยว่ากูจะพูดอะไรแต่ว่ามันคือให้กูอินเว้อวัยรู้สึกเยี่ยมเหมือนกันเพราะกูไม่รู้ว่ากูจะพูดอะไรบทกันแน่ตอนที่คุณคิดว่าคุณจะเขียนอะไรมาเป็นบทกันแน่ตอนที่คุณคิดว่าคุณจะเขียนอะไรมาเป็นบทกันแน่ตอนที่คุณคิดว่าคุณจะเขียนอะไรมาเป็นบทกันแน่ตอนที่คุณคิดว่าคุณจะเขียนอะไรมาเป็นบทกันแน่ตอนที่คุณคิดว่าคุณจะเขียนอะไรมาเป็นบทกันแน่ตอนที่คุณคิดว่าคุณจะเขียนอะไรมาเป็นบทกันแน่ตอนที่คุณคิดว่าคุณจะเขียนอะไรมาเป็นบทกันแน่ตอนที่คุณคิดว่าคุณจะเขียนอะไรมาเป็นบทกันแน่ตอนที่คุณคิดว่าคุณจะเขียนอะไรมาเป็นบทกันแน่ตอนที่คุณคิดว่าคุณจะเขียนอะไรมาเป็นบทกันแน่ตอนที่คุณคิดว่าคุณจะเขียนอะไรมาเป็นบทกันแน่ตอนที่คุณคองดูนะแม่มองดูนะแม่มองดูนะแม่มองดูนะแม่มองดูนะแม่มองดูนะแม่มองดูนะแม่มองดูนะแม่มองดูนะแม่มองดูนะแม่มองดูนะแม่มองดูนะแม่มองดูนะนะไม่เปิดขอไม่ให้ดูแม่รักเอง Nørdivergent Rar, forstyrret, tilbakestående, Nørdivergent, nynormal, sinnssyk, fraværende, sarkastiske følelser som jeg har hørt om alle. Da jeg var liten så skjønte jeg ikke hva de tingene betydde. Da jeg var liten, så skjønte jeg ikke hva de tingene betydde. Folk forventer av deg at du går, snakker, forstår, forstår verden på en viss måte. Hvis du ikke klarer det, så er det annerledes. Annerledes av hva mamma pleide å si. Annerledes, men ikke mindre verdt. Nene Kjell! Jeg er ikke i fang! Vi sa vi skulle møtes klokka ti. Nå ja, det er klokka elve allerede. Hva er greia med kjelen? Det er mammas aske. Det er mammas aske? Jeg hadde det ikke urene på likehuset da, eller? Nei, jo, jeg bare tenkte at det er kanskje ikke så veldig viktig så viktig når vi skal helle ut asken. I'm going to take a walk in the forest. Kanskje vi kan se på denne scenen på en av de fleste scener i Sverige. Kampung Kampung Kanskje vi kan ta en kveld med en kveld med en kveld med en kveld med en kveld med en kveld med en kveld med en kveld med en kveld med en kveld med en kveld med en kveld med en kveld med en kveld med en kveld med en kveld med en kveld med en kveld med en kveld med en kveld med en kveld med en kveld med en kveld med en kveld med en kveld med en kveld med en kveld med en kveld med en kveld med en kveld med en kveld med en kveld med en kveld med en kveld med en kveld med en kveld med en kveld med en kveld med en kveld med en kveld med en kveld med en kveld med en kveld med en kveld med en kveld med en kveld med en kveld med en kveld med en kveld med en kveld med en kveld med en kveld med en kveld med en kveld med en kveld med en kveld med en kveld med en kveld med en kveld med en kveld med en kveld med en kveld med en kveld med en kveld med en kveld med en kveld med en kveld med en kveld med en kveld med en kveld med en kveld med en kveld med en kveld med en kveld med en kveld med en kveld med en kveld med en kveld med en kveld med en kveld med en kveld med en kveld med en kveld med en kveld med en kveld med en kveld med en kveld med en k Nå er vi på vägen. Gjørensvegen I'm going to go ahead and get out of here. Faen. Det var strøm, altså. Takk Den er jo tom Kødder du nå, eller du er så Den er tom? Ja, den er jo tom. Kødder du nå, eller du er så... Den er tom? Ja, den er fucking tom. I'm going to go ahead and get some air. The floor is here. That looks like a lock. And, uh, looks like they put some......pimple glory on top, so it looks worse than it is. And what a problem. Nettos Siktig å endelig komme seg vekk fra Oslo. Det er noe skitt. Oslo så godt baller. Jeg burde gjøre det oftere. Husker du når mamma og pappa pleide mamma å dra med meg opp på dekk etter du og pappa hadde sovnet. Seile på kysten er nice. Du kunne se fyr og små lys. Og du visste liksom at inni de små lysene så var det... Så var det... Så var det mennesker. Som... Ikke visste at du så på dem. Og det var fedre og mødre og små barn. Og noen av dem er lykkelig. Og andre er ikke. Har du noensinne lurt på om det er noen bak stjerne? Kanskje noen som elsker oss? Mamma pleide å si at stjerner er drømming på leting etter noen som skal oppfylle dem. Jeg savner henne. Jeg også. Är du med mig? Ja. Nå er vi på veien. Norske Rundforskning Hva er problemet ditt? Jeg har ikke syn til deg. Kan du gå bort? Kan du slutte å plage meg? Ja, greia. Det går dritig. I'm going to take a walk in the park. N Campbell Ave, The I'm going to take a walk in the forest. Nettokkori I'm going to make a fire with a firewood. Gå inn i bygget. Hvordan gjør vi det her? Jeg vet ikke Kanskje vi bør grave Asken Jeg glemte å søke om sånn til Asit og Spreden Måtte man det? Ja, man måtte sende en søknad til fylkesmannen Kødder du nå? Altså, hvordan klarer du alltid å fucka opp alt, liksom? Er det mulig? Hva er det jeg gjør galt? Alt, Nikolai! Fuck is! Alt! Nikolai, vent da! Nikolai, vent da! Nikolai, vent da! Da! Jeg snakket med pappa. Han sa at hvis jeg drar til et mer øde sted, så går det bra å spjæske. Nice. Er du stul på meg? Nei. Er du? Nei, jeg er ikke det. Unnskyld for det som skjedde i stad. Det var fint. Jeg vet at jeg er en idiot. Nei, du er ikke det. Husker du hva mamma pleide å si? At annerledes er ikke mindre enn andre? Mindre enn andre? Det var bare mamma. Pappa, jeg kommer aldri til å klare å overvise han om at jeg ikke er en idiot. Det er ikke sant. Du er et fantastisk menneske. Pappa har sine egne problemer å styre med. Nå sier du jo bare. Nei. Slutt å være så dramatisk. Alle mennesker gjør feil. Det er ingen som kommer til å slutte å elske deg på grunn av det. The The Thank you. Thank you. Nå er det en liten avsnitt av det. ¿Mantení demasiado suave? Sí, siempre me ha gustado la música. ¿Te gusta Coco Twins? Si, me encanta. Es una de mis bandas favoritas Cásate conmigo Acepto No, fuera de broma, si no me caso con el Cree me voy a casar contigo ¿Pongámoslo? Dale Me voy a enganchar contigo. ¿Pongámoslo? Dale. Mírame a mí Oye, pero Te ves muy linda Siento que estoy quedando como payaso. No confío en ti. Ay, como me... eso ahora te va a quedar todo el mundo en el... No, no, no, no, no, no. ¿Y a ti tampoco te gusta tomar? Claro ¿Sabes que te quiero? Sí ¿Se nota? Sí ¿Sigue buena peli? ¿Se nota? Sí, sí. ¿Si es buena peli? Ya. Pobre mi, no. ¿Está bien? ¿Está bien? Thank you. Kanskje vi kan ta utsikt på det som vi har gjort. ترجمة نانسي قنقر Aslında güvenli alan diye bir şey yok. Bunu biz görüyoruz en başta. Onu söylemem gerekiyor. İstanbul herhangi bir noktasında yaşadığın yerde olsun, Beyoğlu'nda olsun, Kadıköy'de olsun. Sokaktayken her zaman yalnızsın, her zaman güvensizsin. Kayda başlıyorum ben. Tamam, şu an rahat mısın? Arkadaşlar canlı değil, değil mi bu? Nasıl anlatsam? Şu an bilemedim buraları keseriz, değil mi? Başladık mı şu anda? Tabii tabii. Okey. Yani... Benim kendi hayatımı, bireysel isteklerim olsun, yönelimlerimi, duygularımı yaşayabildiğim ve bunu sansürsüz bir şekilde gösterebildiğim yerler aslında benim güvenli alanım oluyor. Ve bu genelde benim için günümüz şartlarında daha çok böyle ev ortamı. Güvenli olarak sayabileceğim bir nebze Beyoğlu belki olabilir, Taksim Beyoğlu. O da güvenlikten kastım. Daha çok fazla libunya olduğu için orada herhangi bir şiddete veya fobiye maruz kaldığım an ötemde beremde herhangi bir libiddete veya fobiye maruz kaldığım an ötemde beremde herhangi bir Lübünya'nın olduğunu biliyorum. O yüzden güvenli geliyor ama orası da güvenli değil. Aslında çok fazla da ihtiyacımız olsa da sahip olmadığımız bir şey diyebilirim şu an İstanbul'da. Çok küçük alanlara sıkıştırıldığımız, zaten çalışabildiğiniz mekanlar çok az. Lumunya bağırları ya da Lumunya mekanları gitgide azaldı. Onların içinde bile sürekli bir madilik olabiliyor. Sokakta yürüyoruz, Kadıköy'de yürürken yine el ele yürüyorduk. Ve arkamızdan şey diye bağırıyorlar, lezbolar. Bazı böyle şeyler, gruplar işte, uf en sevdiğim lezbo insanlar falan diye böyle. Bu tarz şeylere maruz kalıyorsun. Sonra bir yere gittiğinde, herhangi bir ortama girdiğinde istediğin o ne bileyim, samimiyeti yakalayamıyorsun. İnsanlar yine ayrı bir gözle bakıyorlar, yine senin normal olmadığını fark ediyorlar. Ya da giyiniş tarzına bakıyorlar. Yani bir kafa karışıklığı yaşıyor mesela. Ne bu? Yani hiç şeye de benzemiyor. Kadına da benzemiyor ama erkeğe de benzemiyor gibi bir bakışlar da oluyor falan. En son Yeni Çarşı Caddesi'nden Tophane'ye doğru yürürken bir kadın, baktığım zaman çok modern gözüken bir kadın tarafından yanından geçerken işte böyle şeytan görmüş gibi besmele çekmeye, kuran okumaya vs. başladı. Bunu sesliyle yansıtarak en son onunla tartıştım. Buraya gelirken de mesela benim için aslında böyle bir ansiyete yolculuğu oluyor. Yani kendim yaşadığım yerden böyle daha güvenli olan Kurtuz Caddesi'ne kadar çıkana kadar ben mesela gizlenmeyi tercih ediyorum. Çünkü Kurtuz Caddesi ve onun paralellerinde daha belki safe hissediyorum. Ama o zamana kadar belki üzerimde bir şey oluyor ya da işte yüzümde makyaj varsa onu kapatma noktasında hani böyle bir önlem alıyorum kendimce. Ama böyle bir ter boşanarak ve bir böyle hani hızlı hızlı gitmeye çalışarak vs. Yaşadığın yerde çünkü tek bir varoluş, trans varoluşta. Eğer burada bir trans var, burada bir trans oturuyor, bu fark edildiği zaman ki bence ne önem alırsak alalım fark ediliyoruz ama kendimizce. Hedef haline geliyorsun. Gündüz o kadar onlara göre anormal olduğum için, hepsi normal olduğu için, aralarında gündüzde olduğu için bu parlama mevzusu oluyor. Gündüzde olduğu için bu parlama mevzusu oluyor. O yüzden gündüz vakti dışarı çıkmak daha çok güvensiz hissettiriyor gecedense. Gece de belli bir saat aralığıyla, belli bir saatten sonra o güvensizlik tekrar başlıyor gece. İkiden üçten sonra eve dönme mevzusunda. Gecenin bir şeyi var tabiii, daha rahatlığı var. Ben bireysel olarak da geceyi daha çok seviyorum ama......varoluşsal da gece daha rahat hareket ettiğimi düşünüyorum. Benim gibi insanlar da çoğunlukla gece önüme çıkıyor zaten. Çok güzel. Açık! Açık! Açık! Açık! Açık! Açık! Açık! Açık! Açık! Açık! Mesela evden çıkıp Mesela evden çıkıp hangi yerde o gece hayatında ya çalışıyorsam ya da eğleniyorsam oraya gidene kadar bir anksım oluyor mesela. Oraya gittiğimde bir rahatlıyorum. Ve bu genelde işte zaten Beyoğlu, Üst Sokak ve orada daha sevgi hissettiğim barlar. Arkadaşımı almamışlar mesela. Dedim ki iyi ki almamışlar yani. Senin oraya girmemen lazım zaten. Ama diyor çok eğleniyorduk, çok eğlenceliydik. Bunu mesela bize böyle orada eğlenen insanları, şaklaban değilim ben seni eğlendirmek için orada değilim. Ben kendim eğlenmek için oradayım. Gerçekten belli başlı insanlar o eğlenceyi kendilerinin için böyle bir sirk sanki orası. Bırakın da biz de sizin ortamınızda eğlenebilelim madem. Sorun çıkartmayın ya da bir şekilde bir tacize, bir şekilde de hadsiz edici herhangi bir duruma maruz kaldığımız herhangi bir şey olmasın. O zaman hep beraber eğlenelim. Ama eğer biz kendi güvenli alanımızı kurduksak zaten niye gelip de illa oraya girmeye çalışıyorsunuz? Güvenli mekan tanımını çok sevmiyorum ama yine de belli başlı insanların daha komün halinde gittikleri için kendilerini güvende hissettiği bazı mekanlar var. Bunlar da eğlenirken, bir şeyler içerken, arkadaşlarıyla buluşurken daha rahat hissediyorsun. Diğer mekanlara göre bir tık. Çok fazla yani. Her bir eğlenmek için dışarı çıktığım mekanda karşıma çıkıyor. Hatta geçen bir keresinde son eğlenmeye çıktığımız gün bir taciz mevzusu ve diğer şeyler yaşanmadığında şaşırmıştım. Aa bak bugün böyle bir şey olmadı falan demişti. Lubunyalar tarafından geldiğinde normal cis insanlara öfkelenmem gibi......bazen öfkelenemiyorum aynı duygudaşlıkta olduğumuz için. İlk başlarda bir öfkeleniyorum bunu bana karşı yapıldığı için. Ama sonra dediğim gibi fazla bir şeyim olmuyor. Yani normal cislere yaptığım kadar öz savunmamı yapamıyorum. Merhaba. Merhaba. Merhaba. Merhaba. Merhaba. Merhaba. Mekanlarda genelde işte Kürt varoluşuna dair bir temsil çok yok. Ya da işte tabii ki Kürt numaralar da eğleniyor orada ve herkesin kimliği yüzünde yazmıyor. Hani etnik anlamda, öksal anlamda. Fakat benim çalışma deneyimim de var belki söyleyebileceğim şeyler bu konuda. Yani burada bir Türk çalışan, Türk gece işçisi, gece hayatı işçisi, eğlendiren insanlar arasında bir dominasyon var. Bu noktada dışarıda bırakılmış hissettiğim zamanlar çok oldu. Hep böyle bir kendi aralarında bir rotasyon söz konusu. Ya da işte böyle bir alan açmaya dair her ne kadar queer temeller üzerine kurulmuş olsa da o mekanlar ya da o şeyler sözde, queer'in o alışma ve kapsama şeyini uygulamıyorlar. Yani politik değiller yeterince. Bize verileni sanki yapmak zorundaymışız gibi işte ki onlarla da eğleniyoruz yabancı müziklerle ya da işte başka şeylerle. Ama yok hani bu olmaz. Yani bu biraz da içselleştirilmiş şeyle de ilgili olabilir diye düşünüyorum ben. Hani cool bulunmaması yani bu gencin buna alay çekmesi tuhaf falan diye düşünüyor belki uzaktan o işletmeci ya da o organizatör ama bakıyor ki mesela en alıtıran, en femme, en işte ne bileyim seksi kıyafetiyle gelmiş Lugunya, halayda kendini kaybediyor. Anlatabiliyor muyum? Yani çünkü o alan hiç belki ona sunulmamış ya da var olduğu yerde belki kendini gizleyerek Halayda'ya katılabilmiş ve orada o gece hayatının o uzantısında onu yapabiliyor. Thank you. موسیقی موسيقى Svejta Thank you. I'm sorry. Gulland, Gulland Gå inn på denne sida. I'm sorry. Unique techniques... Succes! Thank you. I'm sorry. L'esprit de l'esprit I'm sorry. Thank you. And then he started climbing back up the slide, which, you know, is against the lava monster rules, but I use a classic monkey bar to get away. Oh, wow. I'm impressed. Yeah, it was crazy. You should have seen his face. 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I don't really want to bike home with you anymore either. Bye, I guess. Wait, what about Blair? He seems happy. No wait, if you're leaving I don't want him here. He's your weird friend. What? I thought he was your friend. Huh? Spot! No! So we meet again, Avery. Oh, hello. Is this your swamp? No, alas. I return to my swamp to find that what was once my home has been overtaken by a Walmart supercenter. Oh, that sucks. I'm sorry. Can you find a new one? I don't know, but I must try. What can one do but continue to search for belonging in this endless universe? I don't think you told us your name. You don't need it. Bon voyage. Bon voyage. you